Fear and run on sentences....

Happy Birthday to me...

It appears that grammar is one of the first things to go in stressful situations so I will pass on the wisdom of others.


The best way out is always through. ~ Robert Frost

And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight inside the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.  ~Anais Nin
Courage is being afraid but going on anyhow. ~Dan Rather
Look at hopelessness in the face and say: "We are simply not meant to be together." Hold courage's hand and walk away. ~Dodinsky

Courage is being scared to death... and saddling up anyway. ~John Wayne

Have the courage to live. Anyone can die. ~Robert Cody

Ok, so it's a new - new normal.

Found out Thursday that the results from my endometrian lining biopsy was in and they found pre-cancerous cells. I am having a hysterectomy on 4/30 and may have to have my pelvic lymph nodes removed if they find cancer when they open up my uterus. I'm alternating between sheer terror and chilled out resignation.

I haven't googled too much but have an appointment with gyn on Wednesday to get all the details. I do know it's 4-6 weeks out of work and a few days in the hospital. Bleh. My plan was to win that stupid $560 Mega Million but once again life pulls a fast one and I'm heading down a different road. Putting on the brave face and will try to keep the wimpering to a minimum.