Ok, so it's a new - new normal.

Found out Thursday that the results from my endometrian lining biopsy was in and they found pre-cancerous cells. I am having a hysterectomy on 4/30 and may have to have my pelvic lymph nodes removed if they find cancer when they open up my uterus. I'm alternating between sheer terror and chilled out resignation.

I haven't googled too much but have an appointment with gyn on Wednesday to get all the details. I do know it's 4-6 weeks out of work and a few days in the hospital. Bleh. My plan was to win that stupid $560 Mega Million but once again life pulls a fast one and I'm heading down a different road. Putting on the brave face and will try to keep the wimpering to a minimum.