Holding Steady

Now I can really say I'm halfway thru this chemo junk. My third treatment will be Friday and I admit I'm nervous. I've been really tired this last time but that could have something to do with me pushing myself to get stuff done. Now I am just in stay healthy/stay sane mode. I'm out of work right now. I was limited in what I could do with all those sick people around and bored out of my skull. Also I think if you start seriously considering buying an air bed for work you need to just step back and rethink things. :)

I am nervous about Friday. I have to remember to bring some popsicles with me. They have you eat something ice cold to try and help with the metallic mouth thing and last time I was having a hard time eating the ice chips. In fact the thought of ice in my drink makes me feel nauseous.

I did have a dream the other night that there were a couple of cancer cells floating around in my body. It was one of those weird dreams where things don't make absolute sense but my viewpoint was from inside my body and these cells were just like floating along. Kind of like they were on one of those river raft rides. I was thinking in my head "those bastards!" and that's about all I remember. So I guess it's a good reminder why I'm going thru chemo. Time to get those bastards once and for all.............